I got to find a way to be okay
I wake up in the morning with nothing to say
It’s almost like my brain is locked in a cage
So I try write the words to explain this pain
But I’ll never find a way to form these thoughts
It’s almost like my joy and an after thought
These words were bought with the greatest of thoughts
So I might live have something to give
My life, up for the cause
What’s that? You’re gonna have to ask
It’s the ability so I don’t have to wear this mask
End scene, let’s leave, I’m done with this act
I’m done
I never get a chance to feel unwound
Cuz’ everything around me is shrouded in clouds
Uncertain, vague, not very clear
Is it any wonder why I live my life in fear?
No job, no luck, my roommate’s a cuck
Some days I wish I could just be struck by a truck
Oh gosh that’s dark let me try to restart
Let me try to restart…
I tend to feel anxious most of the time
Cuz’ my self-worth is in a hole
So deep I dig, don’t bother to climb
Maybe it’s because I can’t do anything right
I’m bright they say almost everyday
“You graduated from college with a high GPA”
I’m a terrible guy, who isn’t living his life
So stuck up my head that I can’t even do right
By the people I love, by the people who care
The only thing that I can offer is a blank fucking stare
I need to do more, I need to be clear
I need to be better than the guy in the mirror
I try to escape these bad habits
But my legs are so tired
I try to run but it’s not enough
So I guess I have to face it
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