God, are you there?
I have something to say
That I’m scare
Of what you’ve asked me to bare
I don’t think it’s quite fair
That you ask me to stare
At the face of death, everyday
God, are you there?
I have something to say
These one-sided conversations
Are making me aggravated
Will you just answer me?
I’ve seen what you can do
But this time I have to be true
That it’s not enough for me anymore
God, are you there?
I have something to say
These lines won’t fade from under my eyes
And I’m seeing nothing up in the sky
These lines are getting deeper, everyday
What can I say so you’ll make them do away
God, are you there?
My reflections scaring me
God, are you listening?
Is this what I’m supposed to see?
These one-sided conversations
Are making me aggravated
Will you just answer me?
I’ve seen what you can do
But this time I have to be true
That it’s not enough for me anymore
These thoughts allude to a crisis of faith
When I thought I can pray all these problems away
And I begged for an answer in the vacuum of space
But no one can hear your screams in this place
So I'm left with a choice on how to proceed
Do I continue to scream in the hope that the void
Will answers these questions
Put an end to this mess and
Validate my prayers with a response. No.
I’ve come to conclude that the way to survive
Is I have to keep my eyes to the ground
I have to stand proud. I have to be loud,
Because regardless of faith, you need to leave this space.
You need to move forward, try things in a new order,
And not be afraid to pray to your brother,
pray to your friends,pray to the people who are actually here
cuz they're the ones who care
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