I’m embracing the red side of my mind
Gonna come crashing down
like a suicidal pilot, with no fear of dying
I’m sick of always lying, trying, complying.
I’m done with acts of kindness!
Here this: I’ve been the but of slap-stick
Fuck this! You better wish
You were born somewhere else
[x2] Cuz the red sides closing in
and it won’t back down
Get ready to die
Cuz I don’t care if it’s a crime
To destroy what’s left of your self worth
Cuz your'e the one who gave birth
To the red side of my mind
I’m embracing the dark side of my life
All the turmoil, expelled from my hell
Listen for the sound of bell
Ding dong
This is a song about regret
Expect, a reaction from a reject
Fun fact
I don’t give a fuck.
And I can feel my bones
Wanting to explode
And my soul
Leaking through my toes
Oh oh
This isn’t what I hoped
Oh on
I’ve lost all control
I have to get distracted
I’m unable to handle with madness
This abyss won’t submit to my fists
No matter how hard I try these
Waves of emotions
Are taking there hold
And they're draining my hope
Into this magnificent moat
That is blocking me off
From the people who matter
They won’t let me shatter
Not matter how battered
This battle makes me seems
so I’m taking a-hold
Of what’s left of my soul
And I’ll ready the weapons
Because no matter what you threaten
My favorite color's not red
So please just get out of my head
I’m embracing the red side of my mind
But this time, Not by choice
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